To my womb, we part ways today and that has me thinking of all of our good times and all of our bad times. I cannot lie and say that I haven’t felt betrayed by you over the years, but this morning something in me realized as I was kissing my boys goodbye that you have been a warrior, fighting so hard to say as long as you did.
Looking back at the pregnancies I see how much you struggled to keep my babies safe and I acknowledge and thank you for your strength and your endurance to bringing my babies earthside. I honor you today.
This morning we part ways and my heart is broken because I will never get to experience the feeling of bringing another baby earthside. I will never feel a baby move in my tummy and carrying two heartbeats in my body at the same time again…. …but I thank you. I thank you for staying strong and I thank you for holding on as long as you have, I know you have been sick for a long time. Without you I wouldn’t have my babies and that something that no diagnosis or procedure can ever take away for me.
I thank you for everything you’ve done for me and I thank you for being so strong as long as you have, but it is time we part ways and say goodbye. Today I honor you.